I just wish... once..

I just wish to hear you once…. But the voice will not have anything nice to say…. It can only blame me now… I rather not hear you! I just wish to see you once… But that face will no longer be full of love… It can only hate me now… I rather not see you! I just wish to look through your eyes once…. But those eyes don’t want to see me…. They can only look down upon me now… I rather not look at you! I just wish to smile at you once…. But that smile will fetch no returns… It can only get a frown now…. I rather not smile at you! I just wish to say I loved you once…. But I know it holds no good... Perhaps it does not mean anything now… I rather not annoy you! But I still don’t know why… I just wish to hear you once… See you once… Look through your eyes once…. Smile at you once… Tell you that I love you…. Just once… And perhaps then…. My wishes start wishing again and again…. But I rather not say anything now!!